The suspense is up! Khloe Kardashian has officially filed for divorce from Lamar Odom.

Ending their four year marriage is a struggle for both parties.

With a comment from Khloe pending, Lamar has been reached and is reportedly “deeply saddened” by the split. Khloe has cited irreconcilable differences as the reason for their divorce, but we all know that the real reason that she ended their relationship was because of Lamar’s struggle with drugs, affair allegations and his DUI arrest late last August.

He and Khloe lived separately for most of the summer and had been attending couples counseling, making every effort to try and save their marriage.

Lamar spent thanksgiving with his father in L.A., apart from Khloe and the rest of the Kardashian gang. Lamar has been working on his relationship with his father and his two children, trying to incorporate them back into his life.

They will most likely remain friends, and according to an inside source, “There will always be a special place in his heart for Khloe,” the source said about Lamar. “He will always love her and her family. She has decided there is nothing more he can do. He has to accept that.”